1 week left before my big trip over the Pacific!! CRAZY!! I can't believe it-it's insanely surreal. I'm packed with all my belongings in 3 footlockers.. egads! I mean, it's really scary to think about how all the clothes and things I will have from home for the next year are enclosed in these things. FrEaKy! (esp. considering how I'm a clothes hoarder.. lol) I've pretty much had a month long panic attack about leaving.. everything I did I kept thinking "this is prolly the last time I'll get to do this" :( This panicky anxiousness has pretty much subsided at this point and has made way for immediate nervousness.. I don't think I'm insanely nervous right now just b.c. I've been keeping myself really busy since I'm queen procrastinator and have a million zillion things to do before I leave in 6 days! AHHH!!! Anyways.. I know that things will be great, I know I'll have the time of my life, I know I'll never 4get the amazing experiences I will have- but still- it's insane! I still can't believe this humongous change in my life and I know that in 6 days it will def. be hitting home. I'll just hafta see what awaits me... :)
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